Little Choices

By exposing myself on the web I am hoping ultimately that I might solicit some understanding that might otherwise not be possible, since this kind of exposure is so severely discouraged in our society. I am acutely aware that my sickness is a “choice”, but it is not a conscious choice. If it were then I would have simply consciously chosen to not be perverted and depraved a long time ago, and a bunch of people would be still alive today. You might think that it's a simple matter of an accumulation of a lot of little conscious choices over time that has made me the way I am. And, that may very well be true, but if in the course of making those choices I never consciously knew the end result, then the choice to be what I am today was still an unconscious one. And blaming me for what I am because of choices that I made in the past that I did not comprehend the consequences of, is itself a choice that has consequences that you may not be conscious of. Just ask yourself, how did we become such a perverted and depraved society? The answer is easy: it's a simple matter of an accumulation of a lot of little conscious choices over time, like the choice to judge and condemn “sex offenders”, and thus creating a whole new pathological role in our society that will continue to grow in numbers until we, as a society, overcome the ignorance and craveness that drives us to make all those “little choices”. My “sickness” is yours too!