Consciousness Arising

Consciousness and probability are inextricably interwined, I have observed in the past that consciousness is the product (or “offspring”) of infinite probability. This is a very difficult realization for even me to grasp, and I am certain that the words I am using to express it fall miserably short of being even an inspiration for most. But, alas, it is my task to at least try.
In another post, I have expounded on what I refered to as evidence of a “probability limit”. But now, I realize that what I was contemplating was really just consciousness at work. The purpose of consciousness is inexpressible, and hense, so is its “work”. But we can observe consciousness as it is expressed in the universe around us, and more intimately within ourselves. We can even experience pure consciousness directly by various means (from drugs, to meditation, and many other ways). But we will never be able to express that experience in terms of the limited experiences we have through our senses. So what I am about to state will be meaningless, unless you are one who enjoys intimate contact with consciousness directly. Then perhaps you will be able to make some sense of this, since it comes straight from my own direct experience of consciousness. And, while how we express true experience may differ (as all the different religious attest) the experience itself is always the same. It is only how we relate it to our limited experiences that differs.
First, I should be specific about what I mean by “infinite probability”. In order for there to be any probability at all then there must be some event that can happen in at least two different ways. This is simple probability. The simplest event of all is whether something exists, or does not exist. I call this the prime event. A variation of the prime event is what I call the time event. The time event is really the same thing as the prime event, only how we view, or describe, it changes. Instead of something either existing or not, we say that it is either moving forward or backward in time. This “view” is better for understanding pure (infinite) probability, because it allows us to think in terms of something we already experience, time. But, keep in mind that this “time event” view is actually less “true” than the “prime event” view, yet neither view is absolutely true (though the “prime event” is perhaps the purist definition of “God”, or “infinite intelligence” that I have ever proposed, by itself it is also the most meaningless!)
With the time event, we say that something exists when it moves forward in time, and does not exist when it moves backwards in time. So, with this view, it is clearly possible for something to go from a state of existence, to a state of non-existence, and back again. So then, our simple probability is defined by the two possible directions in time.
As strange as this sounds, there is a corresponding event that has been observed numerous times by particle psysicists. When a positron (i.e. anti-electron) collides with an electron both particles cease to exist in a burst of energy. Positrons are also known to be mathematically identical to an electron moving backwards in time. (I'm not making this up, see my earlier post “Time Travel is Real” posted August 16, for a further explaination and references). One theory is that the positron and electron are really the same particle seen changing direction in time, and appearing to us to cease existing in the process. But, I do not need particle physics to support my ideas here, because I am speaking from my own direct experience of consciousness, not external observations (the later being quite primative in contrast).
So, now that we have defined a probability event, we can begin speaking in terms of probability. In the simplest terms we say that the probability that something is moving forward or backward in time (i.e. does or does not exist) is finite. That means that even if we cannot calculate what the probability is, we know at least that there is some value for the probability by virtue of the fact that only one or the other state can be true in any given infinitesimality (yes folks, that is a real word, even though it may not appear in your dictionary. It means an infinitely small instant, or for the purpose of this discussion; a timeless instant). Either the something is moving forward or backward in time (and does or does not exist).
Now here is the reason we use the time event instead of the prime event for our visualization: if an entity (i.e. “something”) does exist, and hense is moving forward in time, then given any length of time (a non- infinitesimality)said entity can in fact either exist or not exist in an infinite set of infinitesimalities. In other words, there can in effect be an infinite number of time events! And since each time event is said to have a finite probability, then an infinite set of finite probabilities is, of course, the definition of infinite probability.
Now, what does all this have to do with consciousness? Well, hopefully, if I had laid my words right, I have set up an interesting test for an age old dilemma. We have only to ask, what exactly determines the probability of a time (or prime) event? Or, to completely rephrase the question, what ultimately determines the choices we make? This is the same exact question, only now you can see the direct relationship it has to consciousness!
The answer is consciousness, of course. What else could it be? If it were pure chance then there would be only chaos and profound lawlessness in the multiverse (since we're talking infinite infinities, “multiverse” is a better term for “universe”, since the former refers to all possible universes, not just ours). As I have already expounded on in my previous blog post on the probability limit, pure randomness cannot account for the obvious law and order that makes up our universe. There must be consciously directed probability, which is what I previously refered to as the probability limit.
And so, infinite probability (a.k.a. “God the Father”) gives rise to the very consciousness (a.k.a. “God the Son”) that shapes and determines the space/time experience we call reality (a.k.a. “The Spirit of God”). And if you carry through with this revelation correctly, then you will discover that is meshes perfectly with not just the true teachings of the Bible, but also with the basis of every other world religion. Everyone of the Fifthnail blogs serves this revelation. Every word that has ever been written is about this revelation. Though many words have been written to conceal the truth, all words are written about the truth. When you can see the meaning in this, then you will never be deceived by words again. Consciousness, which is the “Word of God”, cannot lie.