It Is What It Is

It has come to my attention that much of the content of this blog is perceived as some sort of defense or justification for my crimes. But, it is neither. I'm not trying to tell anyone how things should be or how they should have been. I am only doing this in an attempt to document and show things just the way they are, or at least how I honestly see them. This blog does not set out to argue in defense of any thing "right" or "wrong". It is just trying to let people see with their own eyes what the system so desperately wants no one to see; what is. I'm doing this because I believe in my heart that real change only comes when we see what truly is, not by focusing on how we think things should or shouldn't be. 

It was only because I saw the "insanity" of what I was doing that I changed my own course of action and turned myself in. Not because I realized it was "wrong"; I only realized what it was. And "insanity" just happens to be a word that suits what I saw, in the world and in myself. But, what I saw does not conform to any words. It was death. It was fear. It was ignorance, and it was deception. It was what it was, and that is all. And seeing it for what it was, without words or even thoughts to confine it, was all it took to compel me to go against everything I thought I knew, and to change the way I was thinking, and consequently behaving. I personally did not change. Only my "truth" changed; or my view of "reality". And that changed everything!

[J.D. Dec. 14, 2018]